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It's May 24 today. I feel so awful. I initially don't want this to feel a diary but it really feels weird. I know they're dead but it feels like they're only gone temporarily.
The most painful time of the day for me will be early morning. Around 5 AM is the time of the day I usually wake up. My mom would always wake up earlier than I did, so whenever I would go down, I already see her preparing things and managing the supplies store..
I wanted to be productive but I tire easily. I had my life set for them. They are the source of my strength, but suddenly there were cut-off from us.
No matter how often I verbalize the pain, the pain would still not go.
I know it will be there forever. I want to be numb from the pain, but at the same time I don't want to forget it in the far future.
"Nobody is born with the knowledge of their final day in this world. Countless deaths pass us by in life, but if it isn't happening to me now, it's considered to be someone else's heartbreaking drama." - Hi Bye, Mama! episode 1
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ReplyDeleteThe main character of this heartbreaking drama could be my mother, my father, or me. In this unpredictable world, there is nothing that won't happen.
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