After They Died



I'd like to list here some of the things that happened after their deaths. I'm not sure if these were supernaturally caused by them, but I like to believe so.





May 14 , 2021 UTC+8
~4:30 AM: I woke up suddenly, missing my parents. I felt sad and so aimlessly browsed my phone
: I opened Viber, where I saw a message from Dr. FA (senior doctor trainee, timestamp: 4:43 AM). The message started as follow:

"Hi... It's early in the morning and you suddenly crossed my mind. I wonder how you are doing..."
And she went on telling her experience with her dad's battle with cancer and eventual death.

I'm not sure, but it felt like one of my parents prodded her to message me around the same time I had awoken, to comfort me.



Afternoon
I and my two sisters were talking on how we're going to renovate the supplies store of my mother. Our main concern was improving the ventilation of the store. I suggested to modify the glass door of store facade, so that its upper half can be open.

It was then when the lights flickered. We thought it was her. We would love if it's her.



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